**4 months since the last post, a quick update while i still have the sense to do it **
如果说要去爱别人，首先要学会爱自己的话
快要开工了咯。。
Sometimes, all you have to do is look back
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
2014 n' some words to Ego
Dear Ego,
I apprieciate and thankyou for being here, identifying potential danger and protecting me from them.
But, there are certain areas of life that you cant understand.
Because of that, sometimes you overworked yourself and end up feeling like crap in the end.
Love, faith and courage, things that you are not comfortable with.. I'm asking you to trust me on these.
Sure, i will make mistake, fall down and get hurt along the way, but i promise not to run away but to learn from each and every single one of them.
And it's going to make us even more awesome. Deal?
p/s:
Ego is not a monster, is it your frightened inner-child that feels the need to protect you from everything. Do not throw away you ego, because without it you will be a pushover with no opinion.
Instead, give it security and comfort, and watch the negativity melts away.
Happy 2014 =)
I apprieciate and thankyou for being here, identifying potential danger and protecting me from them.
But, there are certain areas of life that you cant understand.
Because of that, sometimes you overworked yourself and end up feeling like crap in the end.
Love, faith and courage, things that you are not comfortable with.. I'm asking you to trust me on these.
Sure, i will make mistake, fall down and get hurt along the way, but i promise not to run away but to learn from each and every single one of them.
And it's going to make us even more awesome. Deal?
p/s:
Ego is not a monster, is it your frightened inner-child that feels the need to protect you from everything. Do not throw away you ego, because without it you will be a pushover with no opinion.
Instead, give it security and comfort, and watch the negativity melts away.
Happy 2014 =)
Thursday, December 5, 2013
Saturday, September 21, 2013
When september ends
For my friends ^^
i have my dark side, and my better side
i can be cold and i can be warm
sometimes i am disciplined sometimes i am sloppy
sometimes i am carefree but sometimes self-conscious
sometimes i am fun sometimes i am boring
sometimes i am all out sometimes i am shy
sometimes i think to much sometime i just do it
i m not perfect
i try my best
i cant make everyone happy
that's why i treasure you all who stays after knowing how i really am
Gd nite =)
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Blurry July
“ei XXX, 你可以不要酱blur吗？”
大家都有听过吧？ ^^
相信你们朋友当中就会有一两个相处时反应比较迟钝和没主见的，什么都okay的， 没错，就是在讲他们啦 :P
其实ho..
不是他们没主见
而是凡事都顺着别人，配合大家，不知不觉就忘了自己想要什么
不是他们头脑不好
而是做什么事之前都考虑到别人，所以常常慢半拍
矛盾是因为有太多的顾虑
想要大家都开开心心的结局
所以说如果你身边有个老是blurblur的朋友请一定要好好珍惜他/她 =）
因为他们不太会为自己着想，总是先别人，然后才想到自己。也很容易被欺负
所以更需要你多多关心。
让他们知道自己也和别人一样重要 okay okay? 哈哈 ;)
p/s ： 我最近才发现的**
*****
oh,ya regarding the internship... i actually have alot to write about..then i think again.. and is like..lets just save it for the journal instead..
running of things to write....\(><)/
but dont worry, im doing quite okay so far
its just that i didt know where to begin =)
let me save it until when this whole thing is done.
Btw, talking about blurry, d haze is definately coming back.
take care y'all and drink plenty of water.
Good night, n happy holiday.
Thursday, May 30, 2013
May It Turns Out Well
hey all..may is coming to an end
and thus like any month it demand an issue of its own..
as promised...
and it is a fast month of outings and celebrations
and.......it also signals the end of another sem of academic life.
what comes after this is the inevitable internship and FYP
and then there's two more sem to go, followed by yet another split road after that.
So how's this sem for me.....hmm..
let's say i've learnt to trust and let those things that we cant control to flow on its own and hope for the best
To be honest..
sometimes.. we all hope that the people around us are mind readers isnt?
to be able to understand us without the need to explain yourself.
for me..I'm not really a big fan of verbal self defense..
and...i think its probably due to two reason..
the first case being that, as a boy from the down town
as i plough through the years in college
i realized that there so much more to learn and so many thing to get used to before i'm rdy to face the world on my feet.
Or in short, i wanted to be less "Blur" @-@ on daily basis haha.
this is why i 'm always open to critics and abrasive comment.
I listen and listened
and i know that whether or not to accept them is entirely up to me
so there is no need for me to be defensive when someone deliberately swing a couple of low blow on me
its just funny for me everytime that happens
thanks to my natural 安全感 haha =)
And the second reason is that....
i also trust the people who care about me..to understand me as i am.
and the reason i prefer to use the term "people who cares about me" over "friends" is that..
i m not those people who makes lots of 'Hi... Bye.." friend
For me, friends are not only for you to find when you re bored and wanted to have a night out or a day out.
friends are someone...who is..
-there for you- (oh, the cheesiness level is too damm high)
its not that i will demand a lot from my friends.
I' m just talking about how i see the term -friend
Its just that, when i makes friends.. like a fool...i always give my all..no holding back..
and because of this.. i became really vulnerable. like really really vulnerable
Its only in the recent years that i realized this pattern of mine..o.0
And since then i've been trying to adopt a more light hearted approach in meeting new people.
And i cant really tell how it turns out, but its certainly takes less effort to make more 'friends'
but how many of them are those who counts anyways? that you can pour yourself to? =)
I personally don't mind about the need to have people to count on, as i don't really like to trouble other people for my business anyways =/
But its always breaks my heart me to see people who once shared so many good times with us, becoming almost a stranger when we finally met again some time later.
But then i figured...if among that the people i cared about if i manage to find a few that also cared abt me as i do to them then it would be well worth it. dont you think? =)
So..for those people who i really care about.
Know that i will always be there for you. Alright?
I trust you to know even without me telling you. okay? haha^^
Because seriously, i have no idea how to tell you also lor..-o-
Good night!
next update will be on the internship! so stay tuned
and thus like any month it demand an issue of its own..
as promised...
and it is a fast month of outings and celebrations
and.......it also signals the end of another sem of academic life.
what comes after this is the inevitable internship and FYP
and then there's two more sem to go, followed by yet another split road after that.
So how's this sem for me.....hmm..
let's say i've learnt to trust and let those things that we cant control to flow on its own and hope for the best
To be honest..
sometimes.. we all hope that the people around us are mind readers isnt?
to be able to understand us without the need to explain yourself.
for me..I'm not really a big fan of verbal self defense..
and...i think its probably due to two reason..
the first case being that, as a boy from the down town
as i plough through the years in college
i realized that there so much more to learn and so many thing to get used to before i'm rdy to face the world on my feet.
Or in short, i wanted to be less "Blur" @-@ on daily basis haha.
this is why i 'm always open to critics and abrasive comment.
I listen and listened
and i know that whether or not to accept them is entirely up to me
so there is no need for me to be defensive when someone deliberately swing a couple of low blow on me
its just funny for me everytime that happens
thanks to my natural 安全感 haha =)
And the second reason is that....
i also trust the people who care about me..to understand me as i am.
and the reason i prefer to use the term "people who cares about me" over "friends" is that..
i m not those people who makes lots of 'Hi... Bye.." friend
For me, friends are not only for you to find when you re bored and wanted to have a night out or a day out.
friends are someone...who is..
-there for you- (oh, the cheesiness level is too damm high)
its not that i will demand a lot from my friends.
I' m just talking about how i see the term -friend
Its just that, when i makes friends.. like a fool...i always give my all..no holding back..
and because of this.. i became really vulnerable. like really really vulnerable
Its only in the recent years that i realized this pattern of mine..o.0
And since then i've been trying to adopt a more light hearted approach in meeting new people.
And i cant really tell how it turns out, but its certainly takes less effort to make more 'friends'
but how many of them are those who counts anyways? that you can pour yourself to? =)
I personally don't mind about the need to have people to count on, as i don't really like to trouble other people for my business anyways =/
But its always breaks my heart me to see people who once shared so many good times with us, becoming almost a stranger when we finally met again some time later.
But then i figured...if among that the people i cared about if i manage to find a few that also cared abt me as i do to them then it would be well worth it. dont you think? =)
So..for those people who i really care about.
Know that i will always be there for you. Alright?
I trust you to know even without me telling you. okay? haha^^
Because seriously, i have no idea how to tell you also lor..-o-
Good night!
next update will be on the internship! so stay tuned
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Passing of the Fool
I really really really should not be blogging right now.
But hey its d last day of the month, and it sure beats a mid night rush isnt it?
Again, its a month full of 'things'
as of what things, haha, ;)
Perhaps its just little thing here and there, but sometimes its the simple thing that thought us the most.
But we Always tend to complicate simple thing up don't we? =)
Perhaps as we grow older, we told ourselves nothing will comes easily for us
so we fight fight n fight, to the point that we r too scared to accept anything in return.
Is there any way to stop this? I dunno, something i felt really tired just by thinking it alone
That's why i choose not to think about it, or at least trying to.
But right now, i just wanna do my part, to the very best, and hopefully, everything will fall in place in time.
Wish me luck.
我只是想在乎我在乎的 =）
因为我真的怕
有一天 我会付不起再认真
always enjoyed live music over the studio one ^o^ eventhough the mic isnt doing her any justice ~.~
Good bye the fools of April
Let's get smart this May. Okay?
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p/s: Alot of people asked me why most of my post is about "deep" things. Well.....
Answer:
First of all i don't consider these topic as "deep" bah. Its just a bunch of honest opinion... nothing's wrong with that right? haha. I've always enjoyed talking about things like this. And its really hard to find people that will openly talk abt this. Occasionally, i will met a few of these people and we will often chat for hours non stop.
I like conversation like this, because it is my nature to understand as much as possible about the people i care about.
So that, i ll know how to threat them with the best way.
It can be a handful at time, because everyone is different, but that also makes it a lot more interesting and rewarding at the same time.
Haha, hope that clears things up.
By the way, that doesn't mean i don't talk crap ~o~ but only reserve to people who are really close already or people who i don't really care about. I'm an extremist! =D
See? we scorpios aren't so mysterious after all =)
Infact, we are most simple being.
Like then like, don't like then don't like
Doesnt get any easier than that right?
But we do spent a lot of time thinking of why we are so simple though. haha!
Good night!
_________________________________________________________________________________
But hey its d last day of the month, and it sure beats a mid night rush isnt it?
Again, its a month full of 'things'
as of what things, haha, ;)
Perhaps its just little thing here and there, but sometimes its the simple thing that thought us the most.
But we Always tend to complicate simple thing up don't we? =)
Perhaps as we grow older, we told ourselves nothing will comes easily for us
so we fight fight n fight, to the point that we r too scared to accept anything in return.
Is there any way to stop this? I dunno, something i felt really tired just by thinking it alone
That's why i choose not to think about it, or at least trying to.
But right now, i just wanna do my part, to the very best, and hopefully, everything will fall in place in time.
Wish me luck.
我只是想在乎我在乎的 =）
因为我真的怕
有一天 我会付不起再认真
always enjoyed live music over the studio one ^o^ eventhough the mic isnt doing her any justice ~.~
Good bye the fools of April
Let's get smart this May. Okay?
_________________________________________________________________________________
p/s: Alot of people asked me why most of my post is about "deep" things. Well.....
Answer:
First of all i don't consider these topic as "deep" bah. Its just a bunch of honest opinion... nothing's wrong with that right? haha. I've always enjoyed talking about things like this. And its really hard to find people that will openly talk abt this. Occasionally, i will met a few of these people and we will often chat for hours non stop.
I like conversation like this, because it is my nature to understand as much as possible about the people i care about.
So that, i ll know how to threat them with the best way.
It can be a handful at time, because everyone is different, but that also makes it a lot more interesting and rewarding at the same time.
Haha, hope that clears things up.
By the way, that doesn't mean i don't talk crap ~o~ but only reserve to people who are really close already or people who i don't really care about. I'm an extremist! =D
See? we scorpios aren't so mysterious after all =)
Infact, we are most simple being.
Like then like, don't like then don't like
Doesnt get any easier than that right?
But we do spent a lot of time thinking of why we are so simple though. haha!
Good night!
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