new semester
new subjects
looking at all those uncertainties and unknowns
myself?
i hope everything turns out okay
and oh, good morning!
Sometimes, all you have to do is look back
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Carried Away (my bad)
kennedy ng yin yong, u are one unprofessional videomaker
you spent the last 2 hours watching this when you r suppose to be animating. >=(
不管妳现在怎么樣了, 我都想谢謝妳、祝福妳。
因为妳，我改变了自己。
想一想，回头一看，才发现原来初恋这件小事。。。
不简单 =)
you spent the last 2 hours watching this when you r suppose to be animating. >=(
不管妳现在怎么樣了, 我都想谢謝妳、祝福妳。
因为妳，我改变了自己。
想一想，回头一看，才发现原来初恋这件小事。。。
不简单 =)
Thursday, August 18, 2011
언젠가 만날 내 꿈을향..해
I was looking at my dream that is being deemed far away
And I was standing blankly
I don’t have anything left any more
I thought about giving up everything, but
I am standing up again
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this
A fear constantly comes
I’m hesitating but
Deep inside my heart
There’s an unstoppable beating
that drags me forward
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day
And I was standing blankly
I don’t have anything left any more
I thought about giving up everything, but
I am standing up again
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
As I’m thinking if it’s going to end like this
A fear constantly comes
I’m hesitating but
Deep inside my heart
There’s an unstoppable beating
that drags me forward
Even today step by step
I step forward carefully
My heart is full of fears
but it’s an excitement I’m embracing
I am staggering and shaking
But, I step forward towards
the dream that I am going to meet some day
Towards the dream that I am going to meet some day
Monday, August 8, 2011
A bird on your shoulder? about dreams and life (cheesy stuffs)
alright its time for another post of random thoughts
so its going to be a little bit preachy
turst me, i dont like people 讲耶稣 myself, coz some of them is just really unrealistic and unpractical =(
but recently, i came across a movie based on a true story about a dying old man who is very wise (nop,not Dumbledore =.=)
it really caught my attention.
in the movie, he talks about how people are throwing their life away everday
and how good will it be if all of them had a bird on their shoulder to remind them.(younger generation)
so basicly here's how it works.( or at least to my understanding..)
imagine there's a bird on your shoulder
and everyday you wake up
you look to your shoulder ask the bird:
''so..is this it? is it the day i'm going to die?
''i'm ready?"
''am i leading the life that i've always wanted?''
''am i going to regert anything if the lights goes off today?''
but how does this make any sense?
well, as you all know,every people have their own dreams to follow.
we r always looking forward to this and that
we spent alot of time thinking about what will we do when that very moment come
in other words..most of us is living in the future
sometimes,to the extends that we dont really care what's happening now.
if we know that we re going to die tomorrow.
we ll be living our life differently.
those things we really want to do, but delayed because we r afraid, or thinking that there will always be tomorrow.
i bet we will do it all in a day
having dreams and expectations in life is always great
but we must also live our life to the fullest everyday!
and fullest does not mean jam packing your days with activities
but instead live the life u wanted to live, and be the person you wanted to be.
because we would't know when our plugs will be pulled
and when it happens, i really wanna be ready for it =)
so, have you ask the bird on your shoulder today?
edit**
ah, i found this clip of the movie, its called ''Tuesdays with morrie'',
had to go through the tv guidelines of a few past newspaper because i dont even know its title =.=
(its on 4th August 10.00pm 8TV)
this is the part where he mentioned the bird near end of this video (7.45)
check it out if you're interested.
Good Night.
so its going to be a little bit preachy
turst me, i dont like people 讲耶稣 myself, coz some of them is just really unrealistic and unpractical =(
but recently, i came across a movie based on a true story about a dying old man who is very wise (nop,not Dumbledore =.=)
it really caught my attention.
in the movie, he talks about how people are throwing their life away everday
and how good will it be if all of them had a bird on their shoulder to remind them.(younger generation)
so basicly here's how it works.( or at least to my understanding..)
imagine there's a bird on your shoulder
and everyday you wake up
you look to your shoulder ask the bird:
''so..is this it? is it the day i'm going to die?
''i'm ready?"
''am i leading the life that i've always wanted?''
''am i going to regert anything if the lights goes off today?''
but how does this make any sense?
well, as you all know,every people have their own dreams to follow.
we r always looking forward to this and that
we spent alot of time thinking about what will we do when that very moment come
in other words..most of us is living in the future
sometimes,to the extends that we dont really care what's happening now.
if we know that we re going to die tomorrow.
we ll be living our life differently.
those things we really want to do, but delayed because we r afraid, or thinking that there will always be tomorrow.
i bet we will do it all in a day
having dreams and expectations in life is always great
but we must also live our life to the fullest everyday!
and fullest does not mean jam packing your days with activities
but instead live the life u wanted to live, and be the person you wanted to be.
because we would't know when our plugs will be pulled
and when it happens, i really wanna be ready for it =)
so, have you ask the bird on your shoulder today?
edit**
ah, i found this clip of the movie, its called ''Tuesdays with morrie'',
had to go through the tv guidelines of a few past newspaper because i dont even know its title =.=
(its on 4th August 10.00pm 8TV)
this is the part where he mentioned the bird near end of this video (7.45)
check it out if you're interested.
Good Night.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
I'm Back
Yes, i'm back
in one piece =D
okay.. maybe in a bigger piece becoz of the outbursts of eating habits in Indonesia.
hmm should i talk about the trip?
basicly,there's lot of eating, sight-eeing and shopping
i dun think i can finish it here and people probalby wont be interested in hearing me babling about it anways =)
but anyways enough to say i have lots of fun ^^
the highlight of the trip is where my aount brought us to a mall where the price is pasar malan standard. clothes and fashionable dress which normally reach RM50-RM100++ in Malaysia are price at 25krp-90krp.(RM7-RM30) there o.0 and you can bargain with them for an even lower price.
The quality is superb as well, its not like all those supposely 'in'
outfits in those stores with wierd names in Malaysia's mall
(sungei wang for example) that can be torned very easily.
I usually call those clothes lala装 XD.
Well, you'd probably noticed that i keep comparing indonesia and malaysia.
it may get annoying sometimes, i know
forgive me, but it's my way of looking at life.
for me,traveling to other place and then making a comparison with where i come from
really widen my horizon.
it's a way to remind myself that there's more in life for me to look forward to =)
And oh, finally i got my hands on the DVD sets of Athena =)
i've been waiting so long to watch this.
well, it cause me 28000rp. which is roughly RM9
and it comes with 4 Dics
the quality is really awesome for a pirated DVD (guilty! ><)
it is so high defenition that cant believe it when i ask the guy at the booth to test-play it for me.
and i must say that its not what i expected..
it's Better! =D
I always though the main character to be one of those stereotypic cool and macho spy-guy.
But He turn out to be a playful, easy-going and a-fool-in-love kinda guy.
but nevertheless he is serious on his job and is a very bright spy
the heroine on the other hand.. is a hardcore double-crossing cold-blooded killer o.0!
The story is unique in the sense that the bad guy isnt all that bad after all, and the good guys isnt all that perfect themself
Well, i would't want to go and spoil the show for anyone reading this.
all i can say is go watch it~
I'm halfway through the drama now.
can't wait to see the ending.
but i need to control myself to just wacthing an episode a day
because i've still got some stuffs to take care of before the holiday ends.
Good Night. =)
in one piece =D
okay.. maybe in a bigger piece becoz of the outbursts of eating habits in Indonesia.
hmm should i talk about the trip?
basicly,there's lot of eating, sight-eeing and shopping
i dun think i can finish it here and people probalby wont be interested in hearing me babling about it anways =)
but anyways enough to say i have lots of fun ^^
the highlight of the trip is where my aount brought us to a mall where the price is pasar malan standard. clothes and fashionable dress which normally reach RM50-RM100++ in Malaysia are price at 25krp-90krp.(RM7-RM30) there o.0 and you can bargain with them for an even lower price.
The quality is superb as well, its not like all those supposely 'in'
outfits in those stores with wierd names in Malaysia's mall
(sungei wang for example) that can be torned very easily.
I usually call those clothes lala装 XD.
Well, you'd probably noticed that i keep comparing indonesia and malaysia.
it may get annoying sometimes, i know
forgive me, but it's my way of looking at life.
for me,traveling to other place and then making a comparison with where i come from
really widen my horizon.
it's a way to remind myself that there's more in life for me to look forward to =)
And oh, finally i got my hands on the DVD sets of Athena =)
i've been waiting so long to watch this.
well, it cause me 28000rp. which is roughly RM9
and it comes with 4 Dics
the quality is really awesome for a pirated DVD (guilty! ><)
it is so high defenition that cant believe it when i ask the guy at the booth to test-play it for me.
and i must say that its not what i expected..
it's Better! =D
I always though the main character to be one of those stereotypic cool and macho spy-guy.
But He turn out to be a playful, easy-going and a-fool-in-love kinda guy.
but nevertheless he is serious on his job and is a very bright spy
the heroine on the other hand.. is a hardcore double-crossing cold-blooded killer o.0!
The story is unique in the sense that the bad guy isnt all that bad after all, and the good guys isnt all that perfect themself
Well, i would't want to go and spoil the show for anyone reading this.
all i can say is go watch it~
I'm halfway through the drama now.
can't wait to see the ending.
but i need to control myself to just wacthing an episode a day
because i've still got some stuffs to take care of before the holiday ends.
Good Night. =)
Monday, July 18, 2011
Take Off!
So.. i am fleeing to my Uncle's place at Jakarta
For most people here, when they talk about Indonesia, poverty and social problem usually comes to mind first.
Well thats not all true but its not all wrong either =/
Well, i really need to clarify something here, Indonesia is actually much more developed than malaysia. In other words, they have what we have, but we dont have what they have..
4D cinemas and giant size shopping mall are everywhere.
the food there is really awesome too
the traditional food is one thing
but all the popular franchise like Tao, Sushi Tei, Korean Bbq, Zanmai (am i spelling it wrong?), there seems to have better service and quality than that of malaysia.
everything comes in statisfyingly big serving
unlike in malaysia where sushi always seems tad strunken =.= ew
which is why i am ready to put on a few pounds during this trip hahas
well,u know what they say~
today we eat, diet and excersice? aiya tomorrow la =p
On a sidenote, the people there is really polite too.
I dunno why, but in Malaysia its really hard to see people greeting each other on the go.
What really amazed me is the fact that the pakcik makcik at the tourist spot can speak really fluent korean, japanese and chinese and their english..omg.. they can get a band 6 no problem.
but nevertheless the finacial gap in Indonesia is really big, poor people are very poor and rich people getting richer and richer.
There are people trying to sell your things all over the tourist attraction and people knocking on your window at the traffic light to sell you mineral water and tissues.
its something we will never see in malaysia.
The first time it happen to me i thought the guy is trying rob us X.x
Well, come to think of it, perhaps Malaysia does have some good in it (aside from the incredible corruption and straight out lies from the politicans that is =.=)
Alright, the plane is going to leave in a couple of hour.
and i wanted to make a confession before i go..
actually i am quite a nervous flyer, though most of the time i didt show it
so i'll just go ahead and quote
"if i didt make it back home, remember me as i was"
X.x??
For most people here, when they talk about Indonesia, poverty and social problem usually comes to mind first.
Well thats not all true but its not all wrong either =/
Well, i really need to clarify something here, Indonesia is actually much more developed than malaysia. In other words, they have what we have, but we dont have what they have..
4D cinemas and giant size shopping mall are everywhere.
the food there is really awesome too
the traditional food is one thing
but all the popular franchise like Tao, Sushi Tei, Korean Bbq, Zanmai (am i spelling it wrong?), there seems to have better service and quality than that of malaysia.
everything comes in statisfyingly big serving
unlike in malaysia where sushi always seems tad strunken =.= ew
which is why i am ready to put on a few pounds during this trip hahas
well,u know what they say~
today we eat, diet and excersice? aiya tomorrow la =p
On a sidenote, the people there is really polite too.
I dunno why, but in Malaysia its really hard to see people greeting each other on the go.
What really amazed me is the fact that the pakcik makcik at the tourist spot can speak really fluent korean, japanese and chinese and their english..omg.. they can get a band 6 no problem.
but nevertheless the finacial gap in Indonesia is really big, poor people are very poor and rich people getting richer and richer.
There are people trying to sell your things all over the tourist attraction and people knocking on your window at the traffic light to sell you mineral water and tissues.
its something we will never see in malaysia.
The first time it happen to me i thought the guy is trying rob us X.x
Well, come to think of it, perhaps Malaysia does have some good in it (aside from the incredible corruption and straight out lies from the politicans that is =.=)
Alright, the plane is going to leave in a couple of hour.
and i wanted to make a confession before i go..
actually i am quite a nervous flyer, though most of the time i didt show it
so i'll just go ahead and quote
"if i didt make it back home, remember me as i was"
X.x??
Friday, July 1, 2011
All I hear is raindrops ♪~ ♫~
recently, i look at my blog archieve and wonder if there's anyone with posts count lower than me
come on, 2 post in a month? x.x
i've also notice that i didt post much picture
every post is just wordsss
and oh ya, about the unconventional background music..
for some reason i always prefer the live version over the studio recorded one
and these video usually have a brief introduction at the begining
so i can imagine how people will react when they open a blog and suddenly start hearing dialogue.
总而言之 i felt sorry for any unsuspecting visiter to my blog.
anyway, i have the oppourtunity to work with guys from rtm the pass few days.
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all i can say is..aside from filming..
there're sure alot of makan time
makan pagi,brunch, makan tengahari, minum petang, makan malam, supper
gosh...and all sponsored by the company so it's free
but with a props-master erning up to 4-5k and production manager around 12k per month (depending on how many shooting session)
i 'd say there's definately money in the mass-comm field. =)
well, too bad i'm just a chemistry guy
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but then again ..i dun think i'll be keeping the money
coz it's not even a proper job..
ok, maybe i ll take rm200 =P
and the rest of it will be use to cover the flight ticketsbuy new pairs of jeans for my brother and my sis for the upcoming jakarta trip
why jeans?
dunno, i just though it will be cool to wear it and remind myself "hey, this is from working with tv crew."
(turns out that MAS and AirAsia decided to rise the fee) =.=.....
does that make any sense? =.=
anyways, never underestimate the power of a pair of comfortable jeans =O
well that's all for now
got a bus to catch tomorrow morning..
i was suppose to get down just after Juru tol
praying that i didt doze off and ended up somewhere else x.x
goodnight =)
come on, 2 post in a month? x.x
i've also notice that i didt post much picture
every post is just wordsss
and oh ya, about the unconventional background music..
for some reason i always prefer the live version over the studio recorded one
and these video usually have a brief introduction at the begining
so i can imagine how people will react when they open a blog and suddenly start hearing dialogue.
总而言之 i felt sorry for any unsuspecting visiter to my blog.
anyway, i have the oppourtunity to work with guys from rtm the pass few days.
all i can say is..aside from filming..
there're sure alot of makan time
makan pagi,brunch, makan tengahari, minum petang, makan malam, supper
gosh...and all sponsored by the company so it's free
but with a props-master erning up to 4-5k and production manager around 12k per month (depending on how many shooting session)
i 'd say there's definately money in the mass-comm field. =)
well, too bad i'm just a chemistry guy
yay~
but then again ..i dun think i'll be keeping the money
coz it's not even a proper job..
ok, maybe i ll take rm200 =P
and the rest of it will be use to cover the flight tickets
(turns out that MAS and AirAsia decided to rise the fee) =.=.....
well that's all for now
got a bus to catch tomorrow morning..
i was suppose to get down just after Juru tol
praying that i didt doze off and ended up somewhere else x.x
goodnight =)
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