난 "바보"라서

Well...let's say that they are people who would't mind to put effort on something that wont benefit them.

They have tendecies to stay up after an event or a function to clean up the mess when everyone's gone...
say yes to a request eventhough it only add more trouble to their alredy packed sechdule...
doing jobs that other people dun wan to do..and things lidat.


most of the people might think that they are only doing this because they wan people to accept them or in other words ‘做给人家看’
that might be true..
but so far, from what i see..these thing comes naturally to them..they are not trying to get attention or anything..
it is just what they do, they are just being themselves =)
[but then again there are those who is really just '做给人家看’or most probably '做给"某"个人看'  but its easy to tell anyway >.0]*

but the truth is... these people are usually the ones that is less appreciated..
a good example is your mother that work day and night for you and you still lawan cakap..and complain this complain that.><

On the other hand, the popular guy or girl will always be the one would careless about other people..a.k.a. 有性格

yes..human is strange..O.o


actually these 'fools' not all that rare
even in university, a place where it's everyone for themselves
i manage to notice a few of my frens are indeed..ahem*
and the funny thing is..when i look at them..
they kinda remind me of myself
yep..somehow i m quite a fool myself sometimes
true, most of the time it won't end well for us..people may even call us "siao的"
but that's just what we do... because I'm a fool =)

Distractions :(

hoho home at last
ever notice that evrything is better at home?
no need to wonder what to eat
no crappy hotspot
clean floor
no 20sen/litre Dr. Sukida
feels like there're better things to do than to study :/
but that will have to wait..
aish...final
continue to deep fry my brain in books* (-(oo)-)
ciao~

HI =)

these is one of the many funny things i encounter everyday eversince i moved in to UPM

....u walk pass someone u meet occasionally (your detached senior...someone you met from an acticity a while back)
...they caught a glimpse of you..but quickly looked away...
....u tried to say hi.. but they pretend you wernt even there...
...and then u have call out they name so that they will atleast pretend they just saw you and respond to you (or worst, sometime it goes completely unheard and u risk looking like an idiot infront of other people.)

perhaps its the risk looking like an idiot part that cause everyone (othere than your close friends ofcoz) to appears to be so unapproacable...and its highly contagious..

i think i am begining to see the logic here...
didt make the first move = no risk looking like an idiot = no hurt

..people are afriad of getting hurt
we are terrified that if we put ourself out there, being vulnerable for even once, and people still walk out from us anyway. we will end out feeling very sorry for ourself.

but i didt like this at all....why cant we just say hi to people we like? :/

but what the heck =) i will continue to put myself out there and hopes for the best
because that's what life is for right? we got hurt and we grow. there's nothing to be afriad of!

HI^^

btw...aigoo...when they want to officially release it? ><

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Almost there..i think

A-YO! its really been a while since the last post.
First year in uni is almost ending but i m still deciding what to do with the 4 month :O should  i get a job, train more skills or get a head start in study?(yeah right :P)
anyways lots of interesting thing happen in this sem.
Tomorrow is my final paper for test 2 and honestly i admit that i ve nvr been so 'unprepared' for the test before
Yet.. i am here blogging away (my time management is really 'gai')
And..I got sick just yesterday night for staring at computer for too long trying to design promotional notice for the seniors.
I posted in on fb group so they can comment on it incase of any error
And one senior start to ask questions, i reply to him saying that dun ask me 'what' to change but instead 'tell' me what to change because i am merely designing the thing based on the info i receive. After all, i am not the one planning the event :(
Then i think the senior thinks that i am mocking him (lawan cakap) and got upset....i am like.Zzzz
Worst of all, other senior start to hammer me... ><
I dun get how a simple post can evolve into an argument lidat
I have no problem taking hits and critics from senior but seriously why must he act as if he's the victim here when there's really nothing to be upset about >:(
Haiz...seniors really got alot of 'patern'... if i am senior will sure very 'brader' with my junior one =)
But then again, next sem is my turn to be senior..i hope everything turns out okay.  popi popi first

Still feeling abit sick now.
I am in a mess until tomorrow 10am >< wish me luck!

Why

right, its been awhile..more ups and down after CNY
the first week week was kinda rough, exam asignment and things lidat.
and. Lately i've discovered that somehow...well.. evrything i do seems to cause speculation.
they just had to saysumthing each time you make a move.
Maybe i should just do nothing? :/

alright enuff ranting XD,  anyways happy valentine's days for u all  out there. =)

oh listen,listen,listen, girl

mixed feeling
how cool was itwhen i recall  how cool it is during our  primary secondary school when new year really means letting yourself go
and now... i 'm staring at a buck load of homework :/ and housework

Nothing better than you~ you,you,you,you~

i guess this line will be looping in my head for the whole holiday then

4th week the work load is  starting to get overwhelming..
possitions,homework,exam,preformance..stuffs pops out here and there..
and they all want a piece of me.
not even sure the holiday is enuff.
i guess i'm just not good at saying 'no' to people :(

arg...what can i say..its life =)