I'm Blind*

I came home and nothing was right
It's been a while since a fight
Well, maybe tonight my need for love
Can blind my sight

And I say things out of spite
Or I push you aside
No, I don't know how to fix it
I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

Help me to see
'Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we do

Now I know I can be tough sometimes
My words come out like knives
Cutting the space between us
And you try, yeah, I know you try

To just let things slide
But what good is that to us?
Oh, oh, I don't know
I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

Help me to see
'Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we do

Oh, I don't know what possibly changed
We were so good, so good
And where is the light at the end of this tunnel
'Cause I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

Help me to see
'Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we do

What does it really mean anyways? =)

Early twenties is truly a twilight zone
especially for university students..
no longer helpless
but still living off someone's pocket
way past the age of nurturing..
and yet to be able to fend for themselves.

so,  every now and then
it's not surprisingto find friend/peers who is rather anxious about how the future holds for them
prone to questioning their self-worth
and to wonder whether if they are in the right course or not.

Frankly, me  myself is not really sure
but

For all the people out who feels that they need to do something out of their nature to gain approval from other people，

 I just want to say to them,

you do the things u really want to do. ya know?
and care less about impressing other people.
people can always have their opinions.
and rarely can we find someone who is worthwhile to do so. 

you're already amazing by yourself.
now just go live your life.

yes, perhaps sometime people..
do a particular thing because it is what they expect of themselves
and i respected  every bit of it.
but if it makes you feel not like yourself,
if you life isn't depending on it,
why are you insisting on it then?
what good is pride if you've lost you identity in the first place？=/
it's not you anymore! =O

  
For me,
im ma forever be a man without a mask,
im ma present myself to every people ever crossed my path
ya, every now and then
i might risk falling face first into the ground without a mask protecting my face
but hey, it's alright, 我又不是靠脸吃饭的 =)！！
不过脸皮是越来越硬啦 (-'o'-)

Rock Spirit*
i smile because i don't want you to think that i hate you.

no, and never will.
that's just silly. =)

That's all.
Please don't get the wrong idea
Good night.

Waiting.. o_o

She's a seller who make you tube video. How cool is that =)

Who would've though online shopping can be so friendly.

Goodnite!

Just a boy.,an April's fool

lately..
i found myself giving up after when people look the other way after they catch a glimpse of me.
(i wonder why we do this anyways, don't we all want to say hi?
but instead we wait for other people to make the first move.
even when we both want the same thing.)

this've got to stop! >=/
before this i always choose to just greet out loud..



 







 this "ignore people" thing!  it's contagious! 0_o  (you don't say?)*


 
i know..=]
we tend to have different faces under different situation.
it's like..how some people tend to talk more when they are nervous while some people just choose to keep quiet or maybe crack a few cold jokes (akward..).

For me, I always like myself the best when i am singing along to MVs in my room.
I think that's what represent me the best, and i want people to see me that way..
I mean...... there's something about singing that let your guard down and feel like you can be who you are.
So, whenever i feel nervous or was about to enter an anxious moment, i'll sometime try to capture this feeling by humming a few lines.

Coz..trust me, nervousness can really make you act and sound like an idiot.. -_- especially in critical moment

So, don't be surprised if you catch me humming a song at the most inappropriate time.
It's just my way to cool my nerves and to make me feel like 'me' again. =]

It's just silly me (it's okay if you don't get half the things i said here.)

Goodnight.

This is my Rock Spirit.

I am a boy~
Just a boy~
I don't have anything to prove
i don't have to do anything to show people what i can or cannot 
and I have no need for distraction from the real issue.
I‘ve choose to face it. >_<


~*True to the heart and every last drip of my blood*~

This is my Rock Spirit. =) What's yours?


Anyways, watched the hunger games.
hmm..it's not bad for a based-on movie,
it's really quite good actually.
but..

 i'll suggest u guys read the novel itself, for it is 10x more epic =] promise.

Goodnight!

Masked guy in progress?

i find myself smiling when i am supposed to be sad
why do i feel relieved when i'm supposed to be upset?
is this feeling true to the heart?
or is it just a defense mechanism of my mind?
i dunno anymore.

i hope this inst the symptoms to becoming what i've always hated -a masked man.

Goodnite.

Come on man..Stay true.
Great time to write a song..

It's okay.

I didn't mind.
Stay Safe & baby steps.

Good night.