aha..its done

finally its over
a breath of fresh air
it went a little bit rough in the beginning due to some unforeseen problem
i totally overlooked the mono and stereo problem.
i thought what sounds good in my head phone will come out well in the speaker as well =.=
i didt take my time to test it all out and...
bottom line, all i can say is it's really my fault =(
and i screw up what could be a wonderful opening for the pesta tanglung
really make my head spin @.@
but in the end, the event turned out pretty well thanks to the solid performance of the MCs and Entertainers.

speaking of which... 
this event is really an eye opener
one part is because it was my first experience as technician (a lousy one =.=) at a sizable event 
but also because i'm doing a special favor for.....
well i better dun mention her name here (KYC ahem*)
she say i always think too nicely of people and  she wanted to prove me wrong

under her so-called social experiment,i manage to notice things that aren't usually that obvious
how every coin have its flip side and back side
i am really surprised at how quickly people perspective on you can change
especially those who didt know you well
all it takes is a little bit change in hair style, what you wear and the way you talk and way you walk.
as much as i hate to admit it
it quite interesting to see how people react to your different style of approach.
and it's also fun to see myself doing something i normally would not do (totally overdone it x.x)
there's time i had to stop myself from laughing on the spot. XD

oh ya... i also wonder why i kept thinking that other course is always more fun than chemistry

but it's kinda out of my usual style to say the least =.=
its an eye opener for sure
but still, it felt weird
and i'm not doing any of those anytime soon
time to get back to myself!
because i would not want to miss out on the real people and the real thing that will last =O
superficial, shallow and fake stuffs please go away~!
 

so KYC tai ka jie, i hope you got plenty to write on your phycology thesis ltr =.= coz i am not going to do it again. and oh, sry for accidentally erasing your PR contents two times x.x
but nevertheless, thanks for this special experience working as "undercover"

but anyway..
behind those joy and laughter
all we need is those who will stand by you whenever anything happen
and make sure you got their back too
or at least, that's what a kampung boy like me can ask for. =P
for me, these people are the people that matter most to me =)
really, really thanks to you all

this is basically the thing i have in my mind and wanted to say just now
but somehow it came out really lame

perhaps its just a typical Scorpio thing?
keep too much on the inside but dunno how to let it out.

but i am sure those who understand me can understand it too
but then again these people only comes far and few between.
and i am lucky to have met quite a few of them in my lifetime
anyways..really have to work on my public speaking skill X.X

really feels like Song Sam Dong right now..=.= haha


this i usually when i want to just sleep through the morning
and sing ''today i dun feel like doing anything~"

but at last no, still have this evening half finished report need to do
and need to summit b4 tomorrow 1 o'clock
plus, its just the beginning of the week
in addition to the MGM tang yuan and stuffs...X.X argh

good night, be true to yourself and be happy with your life~