Its.. been a year =)

that's right, it have been a year since the first post of this blog.
This mean today is the 1 year anniversary of my little crapping box haha.
So..looking back at my coolection of posts (only 39 of them) ,
i can t help but to wonder what was i thinking at that time..
some time it's just silly.
but i can really say it's been a major year for me.
i did alot of thing i ve nvr dreamed of
went through queite a number of experince
be it bitter or sweet.

i've learned that sometimes thing just isnt what you think it is.
how the way some people look at thing is totally different than yourself.
and you cant your own perspective to assume matters of other people.

but most importantly..
i ve learn that
sometimes..if you could step out of your comfort zone instead of playing it safe all the time.
you might be pleasantly surprise at how rewarding it would be =)

some people might say its silly to express these kind of self-doubt
and to have so many question for the future.
they say it is time to grow up..
to be mature.. and to be always 100% sure about your action and your next step.

but, this also mean you will fail to notice any room for imporvement.
if being mature means being stuck in a state where everything is already certain..
i'd rather stay put on the process of growing up..

i guess you can call me a big baby if you wan..
but... i will never stop growing =) or at least i hope so.

Good night.