look around you, there's more to life
haha, well, at least that's wat i think the movie is trying to say =)
super 8, although is not as widely advertised like X-man first class or the green lantern, is actually a very special movie.
life can be unfair
bad things can happen
sometimes u feel like things are falling apart
and the world is closing up on you
but if u manage to pick up the pieaces
learn to work with what you have
to accept what've happen
and to let go
look around,you might find new things worth looking forward to
there you go, that's my highly cryptic and abstrack review of the movie.
i'd say go watch it for yourself
it's really rewarding and statisfying experience especially if you have a large popcorns with you haha
even the ending credit is great, so dont rush to get out of the cinema =)
happy father's day
and oh, good night
Sometimes, all you have to do is look back
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
Looking Back & Looking Forward prt.1
the internet have been down these fewdays haiz..snailmyx
so whenever i open my laptop i ll be busy organizing all the file and pictures in my computer..
and it's very painstaking trying to sort them into their own catergory...course night..steamboat..k-12...baksis8..outings...its endless x.x
well its the digital age..people now go trigger-happy on their camera..taking picture
of anything anywhere anytime..
gone is the times where we need to be very careful with what we are snapping because the camera is running on limited film
and there's no way to tell how the picture turn out
well..at least not after taking it to the shop to have it washed and arranged neatly in a album..
then u flipped through it hoping that everything turned out okay..
but even if it's not.. it's okay..there's something about holding and looking at a photo that u just cant feel when staring into the screen.
not to mention there're only around 36 picture at a time..
so..it makes u appreciate more each and every picture you've taken..
i guess it's pretty much like making friends..
sometimes less is more
well.. i dunno..maybe it's just me..~.~
anyways..looking at those recent picture..
only that i realise things've changed so much over the years
kuala sungai baru is a small fishery town i am currently living in.
nothing much fancy is going on in this town..everything is actually pretty basic..u got the restaurant..the school..the market, 7evelen, groceries..there's no club, arcade, big mall or specialised outlet like guitar/toy store.
infact the nearest KFC is like on another town 15min drive away.
life is rather simple here,everyone (adult) had their job to do..and as a student..you wake up you go to school and you come back.
everyday is pretty much the same.
its funny to think back how everyone will be waiting infront of the tv around 6-7pm for the prime time drama like journey to the west, condor hero, strom raider etc and everyone will be talking about it the next day in school
when korean drama started to come to malaysia, the time change to 8.30pm instead hahas
and one of the first drama i wacthed is 'glass shoes' it was okay.. but the one that really leave an impact on me is 'love story in havard'
with 金来沅 playing as 贤宇
the show is about the ups and downs of his life as a student in havard law school and how he work his way up after having a hard time in the begining.
i like how his personality plays a bigger role than his look
not to mention the girl is really pretty as well =)
even on the more recent drama "食客" he acted in,the goofy but charming personality is still there
that's what important in life right?
looks and beuty will fade away sooner or later
but nothing can take away that heartful smile from your face =)
somehow they didt make this kind of drama anymore
now most 偶像剧 actors seem to try too hard to be cool every single scene
and it gets boring sumtime =/
after the wave of k-pop hit malaysia around 2005..
'rain' was the topic of the girls in the class but i didt get the hype. i was more into english song that time and i dont understand a single word 'rain' is singing in his song ~.~''
but occasionally i will laugh my ass off wacthing korean variaty show with my sister (with subtitle ofcoz). i believe one of the first one i watched is 'love letter'.
going to Malaka Town is an occasion that is far in between so its a very exciting everytime..haha i know..what a noob right? =.=
btw melaka town is 1hour away from my house ..so there :p
but now that i am older..its becoming not a big deal..but still it's fun.
anyways this is the town in lived in since my family moved back from perak to melaka when i was 10
(still, i was born in melaka, but i was just too young to remember anything before my family moved to perak)
yep that pretty much means that half of my life was here and half of my life was in other place =)
well.. is that a good thing or a bad thing?
again..i dont know..it depends on how you see it actually.
should i talk about what the first 10 years of my life was like?
well..that's alot to process..
perhaps i should save it for another time
heh actually i just wanted to mention about things that happened in Uni after going through the pics.
but i seem to be drifting away from the topic..
because many things came into my mind while typing this..
nvm i will just go ahead and name it part 1
but anyway that's all for now =)
so whenever i open my laptop i ll be busy organizing all the file and pictures in my computer..
and it's very painstaking trying to sort them into their own catergory...course night..steamboat..k-12...baksis8..outings...its endless x.x
well its the digital age..people now go trigger-happy on their camera..taking picture
of anything anywhere anytime..
gone is the times where we need to be very careful with what we are snapping because the camera is running on limited film
and there's no way to tell how the picture turn out
well..at least not after taking it to the shop to have it washed and arranged neatly in a album..
then u flipped through it hoping that everything turned out okay..
but even if it's not.. it's okay..there's something about holding and looking at a photo that u just cant feel when staring into the screen.
not to mention there're only around 36 picture at a time..
so..it makes u appreciate more each and every picture you've taken..
i guess it's pretty much like making friends..
sometimes less is more
well.. i dunno..maybe it's just me..~.~
anyways..looking at those recent picture..
only that i realise things've changed so much over the years
kuala sungai baru is a small fishery town i am currently living in.
nothing much fancy is going on in this town..everything is actually pretty basic..u got the restaurant..the school..the market, 7evelen, groceries..there's no club, arcade, big mall or specialised outlet like guitar/toy store.
infact the nearest KFC is like on another town 15min drive away.
life is rather simple here,everyone (adult) had their job to do..and as a student..you wake up you go to school and you come back.
everyday is pretty much the same.
its funny to think back how everyone will be waiting infront of the tv around 6-7pm for the prime time drama like journey to the west, condor hero, strom raider etc and everyone will be talking about it the next day in school
when korean drama started to come to malaysia, the time change to 8.30pm instead hahas
and one of the first drama i wacthed is 'glass shoes' it was okay.. but the one that really leave an impact on me is 'love story in havard'
with 金来沅 playing as 贤宇
the show is about the ups and downs of his life as a student in havard law school and how he work his way up after having a hard time in the begining.
not to mention the girl is really pretty as well =)
even on the more recent drama "食客" he acted in,the goofy but charming personality is still there
that's what important in life right?
looks and beuty will fade away sooner or later
but nothing can take away that heartful smile from your face =)
somehow they didt make this kind of drama anymore
now most 偶像剧 actors seem to try too hard to be cool every single scene
and it gets boring sumtime =/
after the wave of k-pop hit malaysia around 2005..
'rain' was the topic of the girls in the class but i didt get the hype. i was more into english song that time and i dont understand a single word 'rain' is singing in his song ~.~''
but occasionally i will laugh my ass off wacthing korean variaty show with my sister (with subtitle ofcoz). i believe one of the first one i watched is 'love letter'.
going to Malaka Town is an occasion that is far in between so its a very exciting everytime..haha i know..what a noob right? =.=
btw melaka town is 1hour away from my house ..so there :p
but now that i am older..its becoming not a big deal..but still it's fun.
anyways this is the town in lived in since my family moved back from perak to melaka when i was 10
(still, i was born in melaka, but i was just too young to remember anything before my family moved to perak)
yep that pretty much means that half of my life was here and half of my life was in other place =)
well.. is that a good thing or a bad thing?
again..i dont know..it depends on how you see it actually.
should i talk about what the first 10 years of my life was like?
well..that's alot to process..
perhaps i should save it for another time
heh actually i just wanted to mention about things that happened in Uni after going through the pics.
but i seem to be drifting away from the topic..
because many things came into my mind while typing this..
nvm i will just go ahead and name it part 1
but anyway that's all for now =)
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Nice Guys Finish Last~
Nice guys finish last
That's why i'll treat you like trash
It's not what i really wanna do
You only date bad guy
So i'll give it my best try
to treat you the way you want me to
But behind the scenes...
She means the world to me
I wanna tell her that she's beautiful
and show her that she's loved
Hold her hand when she's scared
Tell her how much i cared
But that wont' win her heart..
because..
Nice guys finish last(?)
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Left or Right
Its almost the end of the month..and everyone is excited because pay day is almost here
but..for me.. it signals the end of my job
well..basiclly ..my elder brother will start his part time soon (next month) and the shop is too busy to be run by my parents alone..
so someone had to stay and help out..and that person happened to be me
i dont have any problem with that..
its just that..i was hoping to use this 4 months to help me reach my target for my personal saving before i am 25 years old which i set for myself
but..its okay, i understand..my parents really needed an extra hand..
but the good news is that i will have more time for myself =)
because..come to think of it..the working hour of my current job is way too long anyways..perhaps this is a good turn?
haha..i just cant believe that it would end so soon
i was just getting good at it..
i haven even got the chance to blog about it.. which i said i would
well..i guess that's one good example of why we should not hessitate about the thing we want to do..
because it could be gone before we knew it =/
but..for me.. it signals the end of my job
well..basiclly ..my elder brother will start his part time soon (next month) and the shop is too busy to be run by my parents alone..
so someone had to stay and help out..and that person happened to be me
i dont have any problem with that..
its just that..i was hoping to use this 4 months to help me reach my target for my personal saving before i am 25 years old which i set for myself
but..its okay, i understand..my parents really needed an extra hand..
but the good news is that i will have more time for myself =)
because..come to think of it..the working hour of my current job is way too long anyways..perhaps this is a good turn?
haha..i just cant believe that it would end so soon
i was just getting good at it..
i haven even got the chance to blog about it.. which i said i would
well..i guess that's one good example of why we should not hessitate about the thing we want to do..
because it could be gone before we knew it =/
Monday, May 23, 2011
Cake Dance~(on the road)
always thought delivering a cake...is..
well.. a piece of cake
but today i get to exprience it first hand - on my
co-worker's bike
never thought it would be that hard
the cake is wobbling like hell the whole time
and i struggled like a retard =.=
haha =) reminds me of an animation i saw when i was in form 3
it certainly brings back memory
Happy B-day, Mom
well.. a piece of cake
but today i get to exprience it first hand - on my
co-worker's bike
never thought it would be that hard
the cake is wobbling like hell the whole time
and i struggled like a retard =.=
haha =) reminds me of an animation i saw when i was in form 3
it certainly brings back memory
Happy B-day, Mom
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Of love and of loneliness
to be in love or to be lonely..
at a first glance, it appears that these two are the opposite of each other...
but actually....
these two are not related at all..
basicly..loneliness is created by our concious mind while true love is not sumthing that can be rationalised or reasoned
we dont go "owh, XXX always helped me when i am in trouble, so i decided to fall in love with XXX" it just doesnt work that way
love is......when you saw that special someone, your heart beats faster, you feel like your words doesnt come out right, and you either become too queit or too talkative..
you hard to act normal (>o<) but ended up acting like an idiot...
and you beat yourself over it after that (x.x)
and,and,and..you dont even care if his/her hair is in good shape today or wheater they 穿美美 or not
before you know it..you are smiling just out of nowhere
ya...its that feeling..=)
in short, incase of love...the feeling comes before the reasoning
loneliness on the other hand manifest itself only when we think about it
ok lets see an example =)
you are alone in your room..or.. you think that your handphone doesnt ring as much as other people..or..you think that you have noone to share your thoughts and... so on (there are just too many different forms of loneliness)
then your mind begin to reason and.. you decided that you are -in your own opinion-LONELY.
then the negative feeling kicks in..you are wondering why things are lidat...is there something wrong with you..why people can this and why people can that...etc..etc.etc
and finally they blame themself for everything when bad things happen..
then they withdraw themself from people..which cause them to feel more lonely and the cycle it goes on....
the thing is...there is nothing wrong with them and nothing to be blamed for =\
people are only as lonely as they think they are
and most of the time..they are not as lonely as they think
(heh...sry if it sounds confusing)
in the end... it all falls into what your think of yourself..
loneliness cannot be cured by surrounding yourself with 'friend', having fun 24/7 or having one lorry of of gf or bf.
it is after all.. in your mind.
speaking of bf/gf..
never make loneliness as an excuse to be in a relationship
it may take your mind of the feeling of loneliness for awhile
but the guilt willeat you alive 0.0
i know a couple of people who get in to a relationship just so that they could tell themself ''i have a gf/bf, i am not lonely ^^''
initially they seemed very happy but after sometime they discovered that the 'feeling' (yes, that special feeling =)) isn't really there..and realized that they got together for the wrong reason..
when they broke up..they get lonely...and they get into the wrong kind of relationship again..it like a never ending heart break =/
that is why the most important thing is... to just be yourself and be happy with it =)
and being happy is Not about being outgoing, overly friendly or talkative all the times
there is nothing wrong if you like to do things alone
everyone should learn to enjoy their own company
there is nothing wrong if you dont party day and night
it will start to feel meaningless after sometime
there is nothing wrong if you are quiet because you cant think of what to say
if you dont have anything to say in a conversation.. then dont..
listen to what other people are saying..
and say what comes naturally to you.
i personally think people who talk for the sake of talking very irritating..
they will do anything to keeep the conversation going..it like..if there's even one moment of silience the akwardness will kill them =.=
blah blah blah alot of 废话和鸟话 they ended up talking alot without saying anything.
if you are really confortable with that someone, you dont need to talk much and it would't feel akward as well.
it like...that time when your pa~ or ma~ or jie~ drove you home..you are feeling tired and not feeling like talking much.. you just glance at the passing view from the side window while they are driving witout saying anything..and yet.. there is not akwardness..
(haha sry.. i m just giving and example here..notice i didt put 'ko~' there because my brother driving skill is very gai =.= and i have to keep an eye on him when he drives)
everyone will sometimes, someday or eventually feel lonely and it is perfectly normal.
it is biologicaly progarmed in us to to feel that way so that could coexist instead of fighting to be the stand one standing (i know..i know... i sound like a geek now =.=)
so dont make a big deal out of it and dont let it takeover you
learn to love and be comfortable with yourself
then you can love others
不要被寂寞打败 =)
p/s : phew..longest post ever..=.= tml got work....oklah..i gtg get some shut eye first ZZzzz(thinking of blogging about my job in next post..but who knows~)*
at a first glance, it appears that these two are the opposite of each other...
but actually....
these two are not related at all..
basicly..loneliness is created by our concious mind while true love is not sumthing that can be rationalised or reasoned
we dont go "owh, XXX always helped me when i am in trouble, so i decided to fall in love with XXX" it just doesnt work that way
love is......when you saw that special someone, your heart beats faster, you feel like your words doesnt come out right, and you either become too queit or too talkative..
you hard to act normal (>o<) but ended up acting like an idiot...
and you beat yourself over it after that (x.x)
and,and,and..you dont even care if his/her hair is in good shape today or wheater they 穿美美 or not
before you know it..you are smiling just out of nowhere
ya...its that feeling..=)
in short, incase of love...the feeling comes before the reasoning
loneliness on the other hand manifest itself only when we think about it
ok lets see an example =)
you are alone in your room..or.. you think that your handphone doesnt ring as much as other people..or..you think that you have noone to share your thoughts and... so on (there are just too many different forms of loneliness)
then your mind begin to reason and.. you decided that you are -in your own opinion-LONELY.
then the negative feeling kicks in..you are wondering why things are lidat...is there something wrong with you..why people can this and why people can that...etc..etc.etc
and finally they blame themself for everything when bad things happen..
then they withdraw themself from people..which cause them to feel more lonely and the cycle it goes on....
the thing is...there is nothing wrong with them and nothing to be blamed for =\
people are only as lonely as they think they are
and most of the time..they are not as lonely as they think
(heh...sry if it sounds confusing)
in the end... it all falls into what your think of yourself..
loneliness cannot be cured by surrounding yourself with 'friend', having fun 24/7 or having one lorry of of gf or bf.
it is after all.. in your mind.
speaking of bf/gf..
never make loneliness as an excuse to be in a relationship
it may take your mind of the feeling of loneliness for awhile
but the guilt willeat you alive 0.0
i know a couple of people who get in to a relationship just so that they could tell themself ''i have a gf/bf, i am not lonely ^^''
initially they seemed very happy but after sometime they discovered that the 'feeling' (yes, that special feeling =)) isn't really there..and realized that they got together for the wrong reason..
when they broke up..they get lonely...and they get into the wrong kind of relationship again..it like a never ending heart break =/
that is why the most important thing is... to just be yourself and be happy with it =)
and being happy is Not about being outgoing, overly friendly or talkative all the times
there is nothing wrong if you like to do things alone
everyone should learn to enjoy their own company
there is nothing wrong if you dont party day and night
it will start to feel meaningless after sometime
there is nothing wrong if you are quiet because you cant think of what to say
if you dont have anything to say in a conversation.. then dont..
listen to what other people are saying..
and say what comes naturally to you.
i personally think people who talk for the sake of talking very irritating..
they will do anything to keeep the conversation going..it like..if there's even one moment of silience the akwardness will kill them =.=
blah blah blah alot of 废话和鸟话 they ended up talking alot without saying anything.
if you are really confortable with that someone, you dont need to talk much and it would't feel akward as well.
it like...that time when your pa~ or ma~ or jie~ drove you home..you are feeling tired and not feeling like talking much.. you just glance at the passing view from the side window while they are driving witout saying anything..and yet.. there is not akwardness..
(haha sry.. i m just giving and example here..notice i didt put 'ko~' there because my brother driving skill is very gai =.= and i have to keep an eye on him when he drives)
everyone will sometimes, someday or eventually feel lonely and it is perfectly normal.
it is biologicaly progarmed in us to to feel that way so that could coexist instead of fighting to be the stand one standing (i know..i know... i sound like a geek now =.=)
so dont make a big deal out of it and dont let it takeover you
learn to love and be comfortable with yourself
then you can love others
不要被寂寞打败 =)
p/s : phew..longest post ever..=.= tml got work....oklah..i gtg get some shut eye first ZZzzz(thinking of blogging about my job in next post..but who knows~)*
Monday, May 16, 2011
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