HI =)

these is one of the many funny things i encounter everyday eversince i moved in to UPM

....u walk pass someone u meet occasionally (your detached senior...someone you met from an acticity a while back)
...they caught a glimpse of you..but quickly looked away...
....u tried to say hi.. but they pretend you wernt even there...
...and then u have call out they name so that they will atleast pretend they just saw you and respond to you (or worst, sometime it goes completely unheard and u risk looking like an idiot infront of other people.)

perhaps its the risk looking like an idiot part that cause everyone (othere than your close friends ofcoz) to appears to be so unapproacable...and its highly contagious..

i think i am begining to see the logic here...
didt make the first move = no risk looking like an idiot = no hurt

..people are afriad of getting hurt
we are terrified that if we put ourself out there, being vulnerable for even once, and people still walk out from us anyway. we will end out feeling very sorry for ourself.

but i didt like this at all....why cant we just say hi to people we like? :/

but what the heck =) i will continue to put myself out there and hopes for the best
because that's what life is for right? we got hurt and we grow. there's nothing to be afriad of!

HI^^

btw...aigoo...when they want to officially release it? ><

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Almost there..i think

A-YO! its really been a while since the last post.
First year in uni is almost ending but i m still deciding what to do with the 4 month :O should  i get a job, train more skills or get a head start in study?(yeah right :P)
anyways lots of interesting thing happen in this sem.
Tomorrow is my final paper for test 2 and honestly i admit that i ve nvr been so 'unprepared' for the test before
Yet.. i am here blogging away (my time management is really 'gai')
And..I got sick just yesterday night for staring at computer for too long trying to design promotional notice for the seniors.
I posted in on fb group so they can comment on it incase of any error
And one senior start to ask questions, i reply to him saying that dun ask me 'what' to change but instead 'tell' me what to change because i am merely designing the thing based on the info i receive. After all, i am not the one planning the event :(
Then i think the senior thinks that i am mocking him (lawan cakap) and got upset....i am like.Zzzz
Worst of all, other senior start to hammer me... ><
I dun get how a simple post can evolve into an argument lidat
I have no problem taking hits and critics from senior but seriously why must he act as if he's the victim here when there's really nothing to be upset about >:(
Haiz...seniors really got alot of 'patern'... if i am senior will sure very 'brader' with my junior one =)
But then again, next sem is my turn to be senior..i hope everything turns out okay.  popi popi first

Still feeling abit sick now.
I am in a mess until tomorrow 10am >< wish me luck!