Friday, September 30, 2011

Home

perhaps this week is exceptionally tiring
it makes me want to go home more than ever before

To go home means
to the place where no one expects me to be anyone but myself

away from those school work and reports
away from the abrasive and superficial people i have to face everyday

where i can finish that plan to turn that grass field into a barbeque yard with my dad and help my mom with all the fish that need to be cut and cleaned

where i can learn to play my favorite songs through the internet while strumming away on my bed
where i can catch watch the 8.30pm drama
where i can join the laugh with my sister watching 娱乐百分百

where i can tease my brother about how he's so obsessed about Miku Hatsune and the whole family of Vocaloids

where i don't need to worry about what to eat on my next meal and maybe annoy my bratty little cousin for not finishing his rice

i want to go home
where everything feels right =)

but still, maybe its another chance for me to learn to deal with the adversaries in my life.
besides, all the juniors are very nice!
i will do my best to guide and take good care of them.
yep, i think i can survive 1 more week... no problem =)



来了大学一年,人性见多了
可能是成长环境不一样
跟城市的人相比之下,发觉自己真的 俗气很多
不善于油嘴滑腔,也不懂得讲什么很‘in'的话来吸引大众
这些都是有待改进的地方
但是。。我不会因此而感到纳闷
因为我就是我啊 =) 我很满意自己被抚养长大的方式
就算再一次出生 也只爱您 =)

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

aha..its done

finally its over
a breath of fresh air
it went a little bit rough in the beginning due to some unforeseen problem
i totally overlooked the mono and stereo problem.
i thought what sounds good in my head phone will come out well in the speaker as well =.=
i didt take my time to test it all out and...
bottom line, all i can say is it's really my fault =(
and i screw up what could be a wonderful opening for the pesta tanglung
really make my head spin @.@
but in the end, the event turned out pretty well thanks to the solid performance of the MCs and Entertainers.

speaking of which... 
this event is really an eye opener
one part is because it was my first experience as technician (a lousy one =.=) at a sizable event 
but also because i'm doing a special favor for.....
well i better dun mention her name here (KYC ahem*)
she say i always think too nicely of people and  she wanted to prove me wrong

under her so-called social experiment,i manage to notice things that aren't usually that obvious
how every coin have its flip side and back side
i am really surprised at how quickly people perspective on you can change
especially those who didt know you well
all it takes is a little bit change in hair style, what you wear and the way you talk and way you walk.
as much as i hate to admit it
it quite interesting to see how people react to your different style of approach.
and it's also fun to see myself doing something i normally would not do (totally overdone it x.x)
there's time i had to stop myself from laughing on the spot. XD

oh ya... i also wonder why i kept thinking that other course is always more fun than chemistry

but it's kinda out of my usual style to say the least =.=
its an eye opener for sure
but still, it felt weird
and i'm not doing any of those anytime soon
time to get back to myself!
because i would not want to miss out on the real people and the real thing that will last =O
superficial, shallow and fake stuffs please go away~!
 

so KYC tai ka jie, i hope you got plenty to write on your phycology thesis ltr =.= coz i am not going to do it again. and oh, sry for accidentally erasing your PR contents two times x.x
but nevertheless, thanks for this special experience working as "undercover"

but anyway..
behind those joy and laughter
all we need is those who will stand by you whenever anything happen
and make sure you got their back too
or at least, that's what a kampung boy like me can ask for. =P
for me, these people are the people that matter most to me =)
really, really thanks to you all

this is basically the thing i have in my mind and wanted to say just now
but somehow it came out really lame

perhaps its just a typical Scorpio thing?
keep too much on the inside but dunno how to let it out.

but i am sure those who understand me can understand it too
but then again these people only comes far and few between.
and i am lucky to have met quite a few of them in my lifetime
anyways..really have to work on my public speaking skill X.X

really feels like Song Sam Dong right now..=.= haha


this i usually when i want to just sleep through the morning
and sing ''today i dun feel like doing anything~"

but at last no, still have this evening half finished report need to do
and need to summit b4 tomorrow 1 o'clock
plus, its just the beginning of the week
in addition to the MGM tang yuan and stuffs...X.X argh

good night, be true to yourself and be happy with your life~

Monday, September 19, 2011

hmm?

*yay~~time for another cheesy post*

they say changes is always nice
really, it is..and i couldn't agree more
and you did great putting yourself out there too =)
i can really see the courage and effort

the funny thing is..
i found myself suddenly unable to react to it x.X
or should i say don't know how to react?  
maybe its just me? =P hah

but anyway..

i really hope that..
despite all of this
you are still being yourself
because that is what set you apart form other people =)
 
goodnight and oh, try not to make yourself too tired k?

Friday, September 16, 2011

x.x but still =)

haha..i'm down with fever again these few days
perhaps its the sudden change of environment or maybe a change in diet
for some reason..i always seems to fell sick on the begining of every sem =/
at any rate, i should really learn to take good care of myself while being away from home

good night, and rest well =)

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Step into the Unknown

new semester
new subjects
looking at all those uncertainties and unknowns

myself?
i hope everything turns out okay

and oh, good morning!