Monday, October 17, 2011

An interesting turn =)

Just when I though I;ve seen it all
life throws another surprise for me
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Recently..
someone sang a song for me =)

(thankyou^^ before this I was really burning out but now i feel like I can take on the world )

It a first time for me, I never feel something lidat b4
Because b4 this its always the other way round X.x
I have to admit..once in a while,Its kinda sweet to have people do something special for you for a change =)

i think girls that can sing are very interesting people =)
maybe its because singing is something that come out from the heart.(not yelling and jiwang-ish =.= but for harmless fun, maybe)
maybe because when you re singing,
u put down all your mask and the wall around you
all those pretentious gesture is gone
and you let your true self come out.
For me, nothing is more important than being in touch with your feeling  =)

Although it may not seem much..it is actually a really brave thing to do
when people really sing their heart out
they are actually exposing themselves
they are vulnerable
they are actually confessing their feeling to the audience
and..i salute them for that

because..there’s not a lot of people who act how they feel these day
and I understand there are many reason for that too
maybe its because they are afraid of how other people will judge them
maybe they are afraid that they will get hurt
in the end, they act the direct opposite of what they really feel.

Perhaps this could explain why sometimes it is hard to sing properly in front of people you dun know very well =)
trying so hard not to embarrass yourself
but at the same time you hold back all the good things you are trying to let out.

Yes, perhaps sometime it is important to be accepted by people around you
But it’s a habit of human to feel threatened by things that they can’t control
How many times you’ve heard people say ‘’aiya, dun wan la..ltr xxx’’ when deep inside they really want to go for it?
Is it because it is not acceptable by the people around them?
Or is it because it is not what they expect about themselves?
I wish I know the answer..
It is like..they rather choose to live up to other people expectation then doing what their heart tell s them to do.

How many have it been that..you got what you want..
but lost what you need..

Weird right? How singing can link to so many thing
Anyway,take it with a pinch of salt.
It’s Just something to think about.

Aright, Good night =) and cheers to all the people who embrace their feeling.