Broken Smile

its good to stay positive

but putting up a smile when you are really not okay,

can be very unhealthy 

or is it its human nature, to hide uncomfortable things away.. =/

a friend used to tell me
if u deny a feeling, it actually takes you longer to get over it.
in the end, people who manage to move on are people who embrace it

for the other group that can act as if nothing happened
these people may look tough on the outside
but they are the one is easily hurt/have been hurt before
fearing the unknown and wanting to always be in control of their emotion

they can put on a mask all they want,
but in the inside.. they are not going anywhere...
becuase they've refused to accept it in the first place =(

so, next time if u spot a friend putting up a tough mask..
tell him its okay to feel vulnerable very now and then,
becuase each and everyone of us is no superman,
in fact, even superman have his kryptonite
if you fell, i'm there to catch you =)
so stop being such a tough-ass! XP


"but be careful though..
they don't like people to know, that's why they hide it in the first place
so..they might be defensive about it.
you need to let them know that you are sincere in hearing them out"

i used to wonder what broken smile actually is

now i know.

gotta learn to let it out, got it?

alright,  what am i talking about in this joyous season =.=

Happy Chinese New Year chingus

working on a supprise right now..=)

stay tuned!

good night.

New Year-First Step

2012 is here! i already made my first step to this year resolution - making song covers =)

Dedicated Count on Me by Bruno Mars to my friends.
I must say the new mic was really fun~

 anyways, back to uni today,
hmm the thing about returning to college is that i am really going to miss home.
it just feels different here. the atmosphere.
to counteract this anxiety, i always bring something from home to college whenever i can
apples, oranges, bread, simple things like this can suddenly become so precious  when i am in my dorm.
they carry these special scent from home that make me feel so calm and reminds me of home when i munch on them  during midnight oil session. haha silly me.

heh, new hair cut =) hope it turn out to be something like this:

son hyuk lol XD

for you guy who didt know.
he's the anti-hero in athena
unlike stereotypical  cardboard villain. he is something different =)
hardship in life forced him to walk the path of no return.
but all he ever wanted was to earn his freedom from the organization
so that  he and hye-in could lead a normal life.
but that's not going to happen..
wished the ending was different though.

(although..i must admit the mousetache part is going to be difficult to imitate o.o)
 alright, back to reality. snap* snap*

I'ma find more people to collaborate next sem. [already have a few target >=) nyek nyek]

goodnight!